I just absolutely love that horse !
Now I am going to tell you about my awesome day then rant ( hence the ish )
Today I went to my first ever Comic-Con !!! :D yes i finally did ! now I am not a comic fan in fact I have only read one comic book in my life , now don't get me wrong I am still a geek I love superheroes and all that but anyway!!
It was AWESOME!!! all those costumes all those people all those swords!!! yes we know I have a thing for swords ...... all the effort some people have put in to their costumes hell some where handmade and looked fantabulous ! AND!! one person was dressed like the Scottish Disney princess Merida from brave it was like the friggin copy out of the cartoon ! seriously fantastic even though we were severely under dressed since we kinda did not have any costumed on but I put my grouchy smurf shirt on , that counts right ?! :D
Did I mention that I have been running a fever since I got back from work last night accompanied by man-flu symptoms of course , in case you did not know it has been scientifically proven that men are effected more by the wee flu bug ( and many other things ) sooo it is not all for dramatic effect!
And at last I seeeee the light , at last the fog is lifting ..... ok yeah I had to break in to song there for a second !
I am proud of myself for making myself go , I had fun and helped a friend out , I also think there is the possibility that a disaster was postponed rather than averted indefinitely by doing something i did not particularly want to do but it was for a good reason and some people are worth putting first :)
in saying that women seem to get weirder and weirder lately , ok women in my life to be more precise before i accidentally offend the entire population of English reading females of age , see the thing is after my latest attempts at romance which are all over 2-3 months old at least now I came to the conclusion that it doesn't matter how hard I try it will 85% of the time be taken the wrong way for whatever reason even if the reason does not relate to me 90% of the time ( there are no statistical basis for my statistics other than they feel right ! ) and so since then I decided no more second and third chances and no more chasing after a woman if a woman likes me enough she can tell me and we can go from there but I will not make the first move or utter the words , I will only show interest through behavior but not say anything and to me that is fair enough , nothing wrong with a woman admitting she likes you and then she will literally get swooned and spoiled by me . Yet Somehow! I am still getting rejected when I am not even showing interest! once again I try to be the nice guy and ask a girl for coffee because i know she needs a chat and I once again automatically get ok but this isn't a date ! how does would you like to go to coffee = i wan't to take you out on a date? i thought dates were reserved for picnics dinners movies and if someone is special enough brunch!! not friggin coffee .
And that isn't even the only one! so can someone perhaps tell me what the problem that my mind isn't picking up or identifying ? seriously I am a catch , I have manners I can cook I mow the lawn take the garbage out change bed sheets work volunteer participate in logical witty imaginary conversations with real people , what on earth am i doing wrong !!
So maybe I should make it clearer , I will not pursue any woman even if she is worth it if she wants me she has to say it , and if I made an attempt before and was rejected it won't happen now , if i didn't make an attempt and got rejected (even if i wasn't interested) and she has a change of heart it still isn't happening.There is nothing wrong with being a lone ranger , I would make an awesome lone ranger alternatively...
I could apply to be the pope , I am very good at this celibacy thing :)
And now i am going to go pretendy sulk and fall asleep watching meet me at st. Louis