bubbles

I just realized that i have A LOT!! of blogs to catch up on , sorry folks ill get to it asap kinda , so after many many fights on the phone within the last 24 hours my wireless headsets have finally arrived YAY! but you see that is not why I am really YAYing, i am sooo enthusiastic about the arrival after opening it up because they were engulfed in a ridiculous amount of BUBBLE WRAP!!! oh i love bubble wrap you would think I out grew the love but no i haven't so there i have admitted it

I am a big baby and i LOVE bubble wrap !

I should be sad but I am not, working out at 10:30 lifts the spirits and I had a nice talk with Joy and Marie that set my head straight somewhat so at least I have some direction now and not sulking or moping.

Something soooo wrong is happening.... I am enjoying the workouts! now it may have something slightly to do with my trainer not knowing just how tight her clothes are ( i think she knows ) oh don't judge me i'm a man! but I do feel more pumped after working out so I will need to find a gym next week as soon as I leave this forsaken land .

I talked to Grant today for the first time who is a friend of a friend that needed some cheering up and I think i just made a new guy friend yay! I need more guy friends they create a balance somewhat, and I need to stay away from women a lil bit whilst I get back on my feet.

Now would anyone mind if I talked about absolute nonsense in My blog ? no? awesome didn't think you would mind, i need to get back in to the habit of blogging everyday because i am required to email somebody every day ( work not pleasure) for a while ... guess its karma as it is something i would ask somebody to do too ..


Have a good day !

Over and out

Father's day

I was told that when I was born I didn't open my eyes until I was in my father's arms , The first person to whisper in my ear was my father, My first word was some variation of Dad if I am not mistaken and I would not be surprised if the first steps I took were towards my father.

I remember my father singing me to sleep in Italian as a child also singing songs that are probably of his own making, My first horse ride was my father's knee that always put a smile on my face , whenever i got a scar  or scraped my knee arm ankle leg wrist you get the gist of it and like any other child would resist cologne he would sit me down and calm me down ever so gently and put the cologne on whilst blowing on it at the same time so it doesn't hurt at all and of course it never did hurt.

I remember once a wardrobe fell on me and I was stuck under it it wasn't particularly big but i kinda was little although it was my mother that saved me from it , my father comforted me and we sat watching football, he introduced me to football I remember watching the world cup with him as a child and of course Imitating any goofy dance any Brazilian would do when they score or anything silly really .

My father taught me to be kind he taught me that it wasn't weakness , he taught me that strength isn't in raising your voice or showcasing your muscle's, he taught me the importance of education and of using your brain , he has shown me how intelligence is both a blessing and a curse, also the importance of at least trying to clean up after my self.

I think my love for animals especially Dogs and to be exact black coat German shepherds comes from my father, as does my love for classic music even though he makes fun of me nowadays saying i talk like Sinatra!( I don't honest I dont!)

He was my first best friend the first person I trusted and the only person I can not even fathom the idea of not having in my life .

Ever since I was a lil kid my dad was the person I wanted to be when I grew up ,and even now when I am all grown up and I know most his flaws and realize there is a lot of editing for me to do i know that  if I am ever in the situation to be a step father I hope i can be even half the dad he is.

Happy Father's day to all you real dad's out there 

Sooooo I think I need to start blogging again, more positive crazy silly stuff would be a good idea, I'm thinking for July I am going to try and find something inspiring per day to write about or something happyish?if you have any other ideas do please let me know!

I get out of this hell hole next week YAY!! despite all the extra tedious shit I have had to deal with the last few weeks I think I have to admit I have a decent amount of Joy and good friends in my life so I am grateful, but for some reason for the last couple of weeks I have been emotionally numb and today the last crack of emotions have been sealed because frankly being the nice guy isn't working any more but no bother!

I am finding my passion for music again sooo I am practicing it would be awesome if you could suggest some songs for me to practice ... because it is well known that you guys are pretty awesometastic.

I am not on facebook so if you message my facebook and don't get a reply then sorry , you are not being ignored  ,facebook and me are just on a break right now but if you have my facebook then you  know other methods of communicating with me which you could go for it.

Once upon a time is AMAZING and I fully plan on abducting Regina before she get's her magic back just thought I would throw that out to the universe.

Have a good day!

So it occurred to me as you already all know that Strangers give the Best advice, they don't know the people, they are objective, many will not sympathize so you shut up and leave them alone ...


Why don't we have a comedy show about strangers giving the best advice?

Do you ever get tired of being the good guy or well girl in some of your cases, I am tired of being the good guy that is going to wait and do the right thing, say the right words, take the time needed, bite my tongue , sacrifice my mental and emotional well being ..... do you ever feel it all does not work regardless of just how good you try to be you are still the bad guy or in some cases being the nice guy is scary enough ....

I'm tired of being the good guy, any villains giving out lessons by any chance?