new challenge stolen from well someone else!

Ok so I signed up for the A-Z Challenge again this year and decided to take a look at a coupla blogs and came across some really nice ones that I am now following and intend to read more of tomorrow whilst being sickly , one of them had this challenge stolen from another blogger/friend soooo I decided to start a theft chain and here we are , since April is over a month away and I currently need distraction from people because i am not liking them right now  , i find this perfect! what do you think ?

Day 1. Your current Relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 2. Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 3- What are your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 4. Your views on religion.
Day 5. A time you thought about ending your life. {Your worst moment}
Day 6. Write 30 interesting things about yourself {Things others may not know}
Day 7. Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 8. A moment you felt most satisfied in your life {your happiest moment}
Day 9. How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10. Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11. Put your iPod on shuffle and write down the 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12. Your dream college.
Day 13. Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14. Your earliest memory.
Day 15. Your favorite blogs
Day 16. Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17. Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18. Your beliefs.
Day 19. Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20. How important you think education is.
Day 21. One of your favorite shows.
Day 22. How have your changed in the past 2 years.
Day 23. Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous whom you find attractive.
Day 24. Your favorite movie & what it’s about.
Day 25. Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26. What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27. A problem that you have had
Day 28. Something that you miss.
Day 29. Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30. Your highs and lows of this month!

Awesome-ish!! day :D

I just absolutely love that horse !
Now I am going to tell you about my awesome day then rant ( hence the ish )

Today I went to my first ever Comic-Con !!! :D yes i finally did ! now I am not a comic fan in fact I have only read one comic book in my life , now don't get me wrong I am still a geek I love superheroes and all that but anyway!!

It was AWESOME!!! all those costumes all those people all those swords!!! yes we know I have a thing for swords ...... all the effort some people have put in to their costumes hell some where handmade and looked fantabulous ! AND!! one person was dressed like the Scottish Disney princess Merida from brave it was like the friggin copy out of the cartoon ! seriously fantastic even though we were severely under dressed since we kinda did not have any costumed on but I put my grouchy smurf shirt on , that counts right ?! :D

Did I mention that I have been running a fever  since I got back from work last night accompanied by man-flu symptoms of course , in case you did not know it has been scientifically proven that men are effected more by the wee flu bug ( and many other things ) sooo it is not all for dramatic effect!


And at last I seeeee the light , at last the fog is lifting ..... ok yeah I had to break in to song there for a second !

I am proud of myself for making myself go , I had fun and helped a friend out , I also think there is the possibility that a disaster was postponed rather than averted indefinitely by doing something i did not particularly want to do but it was for a good reason and some people are worth putting first :)

in saying that women seem to get weirder and weirder lately , ok women in my life to be more precise before i accidentally offend the entire population of English reading females of age , see the thing is after my latest attempts at romance which are all over 2-3 months old at least now I came to the conclusion that it doesn't matter how hard I try it will 85% of the time be taken the wrong way for whatever reason even if the reason does not relate to me 90% of the time ( there are no statistical basis for my statistics other than they feel right ! ) and so since then I decided no more second and third chances and no more chasing after a woman if a woman likes me enough she can tell me and we can go from there but I will not make the first move or utter the words , I will only show interest through behavior  but not say anything and to me that is fair enough , nothing wrong with a woman admitting she likes you and then she will literally get swooned and spoiled by me . Yet Somehow! I am still getting rejected when I am not even showing interest! once again I try to be the nice guy and ask a girl for coffee because i know she needs a chat and I once again automatically get ok but this isn't a date ! how does would you like to go to coffee = i wan't to take you out on a date? i thought dates were reserved for picnics dinners movies and if someone is special enough brunch!! not friggin coffee .

And that isn't even the only one! so can someone perhaps tell me what the problem that my mind isn't picking up or identifying ? seriously I am a catch , I have manners I can cook I mow the lawn take the garbage out change bed sheets work volunteer participate in logical witty imaginary conversations with real people  , what on earth am i doing wrong !!
So maybe I should make it clearer , I will not pursue any woman even if she is worth it if she wants me she has to say it , and if I made an attempt before and was rejected it won't happen now , if i didn't make an attempt and got rejected (even if i wasn't interested) and she has a change of heart it still isn't happening.There is nothing wrong with being a lone ranger , I would make an awesome lone ranger alternatively...
 I could apply to be the pope , I am very good at this celibacy thing :)

And now i am going to go pretendy sulk and fall asleep watching meet me at st. Louis 

Operation Elevate

There is a WONDERFUL person that I am honored not only to know but I am blessed to have her as a friend in my life, she goes by the name of the lovely Miss Lou Lou .

The Lovely Miss Lou Lou started something called Operation Elevate, the purpose/idea of this is to basically from my understanding elevate other people's spirits with positivity, where she got a lovely group of people ok some of them are not that delightful but anyway ! she has managed to get the majority to jot down a couple of nice positive words about each person on this list that she created , she asked us to forget the negative aspects ( yes I was not allowed to be mean even though I wanted to and it would have been funny ! but because its lou lou i had to respect her wishes) and focus on the positive in people , I found that many of the people I did not know that well but that inspired me to get to know them and find some positive things about them .

Do you see the inspiration that this amazing soul has accomplished ?and she has also worked so hard on formatting the lists so that each person has their own version of what nice things people said about them ready for valentines day .
I think that as of next year people should start taking Operation Elevate to their work place , within their families , circles of friends, the neighborhood/village/church and share the positivity share the love ! all thanks to miss lou lou I know I will be implementing and participating again.

and so here is my Participation for Lou

Louella you bring undeniable Joy to my life , your chuckles and giggles and snorkles give me faith and make me smile from deep within, your whole attitude towards life and the way you think the way you interact with others your passion your everything gives me faith in man kind , it gives me hope that there are still good people around and evolution has not failed at all , You Lou make me want to work harder and be a better person because you are living proof that there are still people that appreciate the small things.
if I said I love you it would not be accurate because it does not begin to cover it ! I adore you I look up to you and you have always been not only an inspiration but a role model to me .
Words fail me if I try to describe you or write something nice about you so I will leave it at just like twinks you are family to me I will always love you care for you and be annoyingly protective of you :)

Happy Valentines day Lou Lou , you made all of ours special I hope I can try to make yours even a fraction as good as you made mine , yes that means I will sing for you if you request it :p

The Pancake Valentine Rule

                                                          Pancake DAY!!!


As we all know today the 12.02.2013 happens to be PANCAKE DAY!!! yes you read it right PANCAKE DAY!!! is my enthusiasm getting to you ? are you chanting pancake pancake!pancake! pancake! as you put your aprons on and march head on to the kitchen to mix that batter? no? well GO FRIGGIN DO IT! then come back and read the remainder of this blog of course as it contains vital information about the new pancake valentine rule :D

( It is only appropriate to have a pancake song in a pancake blog entry)

So as we have established , today is pancake day , I literally had nothing other than one glass of water at 9:20 am till i got home and started on my pancakes at about 8 pm , that is how dedicated I am to the cause , I bought Nutella and peanut butter I had the batter ready and the butter ready and was feeling rather creative after a conversation with the lovely G yesterday so I pulled out the Chocolate Chips! oh yes I did !
although we came to the conclusion that her pancakes and mine are different that being due to the fact that american pancakes much like many other american things ( no offence intended I say this with utter admiration when it comes to food! ) are fat and fluffy in comparison with the crepe like things we have here although ours are equally delicious ....

Despite my best efforts like every time I make pancakes they come out tasty and malformed even though the chocolate chips did help they were still panblobs rather than pancakes but here is a picture of a semi presentable cheese pancake I managed to make the last pancake for the day and potentially for pancake days ever after !

Not too shabby considering it was the best one , and I ate it! even though it well was kinda still not cooked in the middle but that is ok !

So let us get to the second point on this agenda i mean post!!

The Pancake Valentine Rule

As you can see there is only one day separating both pancakes day and valentines day and normally they are not too far from each other anyway , I have witnessed that many women have been whinging and whining about not having a valentine this year how they are going to be single for valentines day how one resorted to having a married person for their valentine because nobody else asked them out boobloodyhoo!

So I have instated a rule that can fix this problem and is nicer than what I would initially do ( which is tell the person to get a bloody grip you don't need a particular calendar day to express emotions get a gift and eat chocolate .... you have your birthday and birthday rehearsals ! ) . Now I am not saying all single women /men do this but this applies to the ones that do and the fun ones that don't .

So the rule is if you find yourself struggling to get a valentines date and there is someone you like that you are on good terms with that you would ideally want to spend v day with , you present them with pancakes on pancake day , this can be a surprise or you can make a day out of it up to you and your capabilities , and that automatically means that said person IF single ( this means don't present someone attached with pancakes because it voids the rule's terms and conditions ) will be your valentines as indicated by this rule .

if the person does not appreciate this gesture then they can be shot for disliking pancakes unless they are gluten intolerant .
if they throw a hissy fit then they are somebody you really don't want in your life
if they stand you up they can be shot
if they show up without chocolate they can be shot
if they do not make an effort they can be bricked
there are many other terms and conditions that we will not delve in to since you have a few more hours to go get yourself a valentine!

if you change your mind then you will suffer the wrath of the pancake


And if you are lucky enough to receive pancakes on this glorious day!
Then you have found yourself a keeper.

Ever get the urge to just leave , walk out , sail away far far away from everything , escape may be the word i am looking for , that is what I feel like today , suffocated is what I felt like last week with the sensation tightening more each day and today I realized I am the scapegoat regardless of logic regardless of actions I am the scapegoat no matter how I may try to fight it or combat it nothing changes nothing will change it is literally like trying to fill a bucket that holes in it , except maybe i am the bucket with gun shot holes perhaps I should stop trying to fill the bucket to help every one else and focus on filling my holes instead?

ok that sounded wrong! but you know what I mean , so I want to take my Darls and sail away , I want to say I'm done to soooo many people grab some basics supplies probably a survival at sea guide and perhaps a fishing for dummies book, and just sail away maybe find an island away from modern day idiots and just battle my demons , build myself up maybe even build a tree house that would be soooo awesome! although that may mean i would not want to go back to mainland .

Do you ever want to just sail away in to the unknown because it seems probably friendlier than the daily crap you have to endure?

This too shall pass.

I have had an interesting couple of days , soooooo I failed the test for the job I was applying for and I am quite certain that it is a conspiracy! because my math is not that bad and the questions were stupid but anyway! maybe next year , Yesterday as soon as we started the Anthropology lecture the professor looked at me pointed and said You! stay behind I want to talk to you , of course that induces an oh shit reaction instantaneously....luckily I still managed to pay attention or at least i remember Estonian statues being showed and a comparison between tanner and Sinclair evolution books or may be it was development i'm not sure,

Turns out he just thought I would be great for a postgraduate course in Evolutionary Medicine which I am not sure if it should be taken as an insult or compliment , I am an evil scientist damnit! or hope to be someday perhaps soonish hopefully it will make blackmailing easier and the bank account happier don't you think.

So then I went back in to work and guess what i did ! YES! I carried dead bodies around muahahaha

ok maybe it sounded a bit more dramatic and enthusiastic than it was , they were only dead pretty birds that were hacked in to for scientific purposes prior to that they were shot , prior to that well they were alive pheasants so I personally can not imagine them having that much of a fulfilled life anyway considering the suicidal tendencies or the desire to attack a moving car's wind shield if you will.

So the day turned out a bit better than I had expected alas my dark hole sucked me back in to it within hours and i did not want to leave the house but i did! I had a birthday to go to with no idea what to get my friend , girls are hard to shop for but guys are even harder to shop for ! so after much thought I decided that for his birthday present he is getting an Easter egg :D which is precisely what happened and he loved it! although does this mean i should get a birthday present during Easter? I am glad I went out even though I smoked which I probably shouldn't have but all in all a good time with awesome people.

I am certain I was going to mention something else but forgot what it was so perhaps tomorrow you will get to hear about it .

oh and its almost pancake day!!!

2013 so far...

I think it has been quite an interesting year so far with a variety of both positive and negative aspects or shall we just call them neutral? meh no that is boring!

So far I have managed to behave myself and not scream out obscenities at every single person i know that deserves it , but on the bright side the number of such individuals has diminished significantly courtesy of new years resolutions ! ok so maybe I didn't actually make any resolutions other than " Be Brave" but I am not doing a bad job at making them as I go along one of them is to demolish lousy/boring/negative/questionable/plain people from my life sadly demolishing people is illegal and so I have somewhat settled for simply ignoring them and not talking to them as much as possible , now that is known as damage control which is not nearly enough soooooo I am hanging out with some pretty awesome new people , how do i know they are awesome you say?
well that is simple if you manage to get yourself in to a conversation with someone where any people listening to it would think you are mental and starts slowly calmly walking away , AND! they do not scare you or you may be 10% crazier ( at least in your mind ) then you have landed yourself an awesome friend potentially , if said conversations continue to occur and induce laughter and you do not bore from each other even if you spend prolonged hours doing tedious activities ( such as lectures) together then you have found yourself a friend or possibly even a partner in crime .


There may be a slight possibility that so far this year my tendencies towards evil have increased and it may not be the best idea but totally awesome that I also currently work in a Lab oh the possibilities!

Now we all know my blogging resolution didn't go down too well but maybe ill manage to turn that around? its not like I have essays and dissertations to write or anything ..... Bazinga! no but seriously I feel like I need to write more or more often perhaps, I have managed to only fall down twice in the snow this year which is a significant improvement! one was in the forest which was absolutely beautiful although finding a pair of boxers hanging in a tree in the middle of the forest isn't exactly comforting the fact that they were not covered in blood or ripped means that the previous owner probably just wanted to try to keep a part of the tree branch warm rather than he/she was eaten by a squirrel or a bear with superb table manners.

oh oh oh I got myself disowned by my family! for insisting to be myself, and within days got a marriage proposal which was very sweet sadly the wrong sex/gender ( shush Tani!!!I don't want to hear about it )and loads of other nice things from people that are now pretty much real family .

Spent a couple of random days completely relaxed , and my body found that a weird experience which of course raises some alarm bells , how could I of let my self get sooooo stressed to the point of not recognizing the sensation of relaxation if not joy?!? so perhaps more of that is in order , more positivity   more chocolate cake more niceness and more recognition of self worth !

I have had a roller coaster of  a year so far but somehow I have this feeling that it is all going to be just fine even though I am broke stressed with a huge battle ahead , I feel somewhat great and I am quite excited for this years Alphabet challenge !! I intend to be creative!

and now I shall shush since there is the remote possibility that you are all snoring and drooling on your keyboards :D

Be well and remember ( yes this is stolen from someone else)

Change your words, Change your World.


p.s:

I am getting to talk a tiny bit more to the wonderful miss Sandra and the wonderful miss Lou Lou and I absolutely LOVE IT!!.