The rest of the days

Day 24. Your favorite movie & what it’s about.
I don't have a favorite movie in all honesty I like too many , I like all Queen Latifah movies , I generally likes movies that leave you inspired like patch adams I also like most sandra bullock movies , funny movies meaningful movies , superhero magical movies! yeah i don't have a favorite :p 

Day 25. Someone who fascinates you and why.
I want to talk about one particular person but I won't because frankly I am mad at her which makes this a difficult question.

Marie is a friend very dear to my heart, she never ceases to fascinate me every single time we talk , she is the friendliest most warm hearted kindest person that i ever know with abnormal strength in fact i would go as far as thinking of her as a mighty woman  , she is beautiful in every single way that you can possibly think of , very brave very passionate about every thing she believes in and everyone she loves , somebody i admire and look up to and could not imagine my life without .

Day 26. What kind of person attracts you.


In Theory  I believe that I am attracted to smart women who are kind, witty, funny,strong of heart and strong of mind, women that stand their own ground and don't take shit from anyone , women that can tell the difference between a male and a man , old fashioned yet modern if that makes sense , someone that doesn't mind change or challenge , but most importantly someone that is just normal and down to earth that although hopefully honest and loyalm has flawsm that may talk too much and whine and be at times un realistic , that likes to potentially come up with crazy ideas or even new colours , a real woman a human being , that is the person i am attracted too. 

Day 27. A problem that you have had
Humans.

ok fine fine not all humans , just the majority of the ones i know that i would not consider real humans.

Day 28. Something that you miss.
My Uncle .

29. Goals for the next 30 days.
Write my dissertation ! which is why I am finishing this challenge today so I can focus on writing it this week and presenting my supervisor with a draft.

Day 30. Your highs and lows of this month!

Do NOT!!! get me started.

Day 23

Day 23. Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous whom you find attractive.
Unfortunately I will not be providing this because I do not find men attractive however I shall post 5 pictures of BEAUTIFUL women , now I can't post the women I would want to post because they are not famous so let us go for some famous lassies shall we ? oh and they are not in order!!

ok fine i have to add 2 more!!!

20&21&22

Day 20. How important you think education is.

Education is literally a weapon for more than one reason, it can be used for fighting ignorance , to get a semi decent job and you kinda have to read so you can hit people with books, ok ok no seriously especially with the way the world is now an education gives you an advantage or a push for you to be chosen for a job so to speak it also gives you another opportunity to network and meet new people but more importantly it opens many doors!
of course there is no need for me to go in to how important it is especially for women outside of first world countries , it becomes a life line that can free you and ensure a future , there isn't much more i would want to add to be honest education is important i think of it as vital and everyone should have the opportunity to have a proper education at any stage of life.

Day 21. One of your favorite shows.
 Well this is a tough one , it is a toss between Greys anatomy and Once upon a time, Once upon a time is going to have to win though purely because of the magical aspects and my ongoing imaginary relationship with Regina !

Cmon it has beautiful women , a magnificent story line or well lines ! and it is DISNEY! based or fairy tale based whichever you prefer they are one in the same to me , so what is not to love ? the effects are pretty awesome too .



Day 22. How have your changed in the past 2 years.
I would say refer to the previous post about the highs and lows of the last year, I have also learnt to be cold and more self reliant , I have learnt that sometimes you have to put yourself first although I am still bad at that , I have learnt that there are always people that will love you for who you are and you should not let them go , the little things are all that matter the little things are what make the big picture not the grand gestures, of course there is the usual women are confusing as fuck! how am i supposed to know what you want if you don't know what you want even after saying what you want which is not really what you want! and yeah just refer to the previous post :p
I have also learnt though that I am good at handling bad situations although my patience is something i am currently disliking.

Days 18 & 19

                                                         
                                                          Day 18. Your beliefs.

There is too much that I believe in so elaborating on all of it will render me responsible for providing you with laser eye surgery or glasses and a trip to the doctor at the very least , so how about I just mention some of the things that I believe in ?
I believe in Santa and no that is not absurd ! I believe in magic it dwells within all of us  the only difference is that we do not all have the capability of recognizing it in ourselves in others or even seeing the wonder in our surroundings .  I believe that beauty is everywhere , literally everywhere if you look closely enough and Joy is always lurking at the next corner , it likes to play hide and seek but it does exist !.
I believe that the majority of the human race are vile horrible creatures and that is because they do not use or even acknowledge their hearts any more . I believe that you can be anything and anybody that you wish to be, that there are no limitations whatsoever and the only thing that stands on your way easy, or the obstacle is that you allow to be put in your way.
I believe that every person is Superman, that we do not really know how strong we are but there is magnificent strength that resides within us.
I believe in respect I believe in order and loyalty, in humanity in chocolate in the potential that goodness still exist, i also believe that kindness solves many problems, that crying is not weakness that you do not need to be strong to be brave, and that a warm voice or  a smile (preferably combined) can make the worst day better .

is this enough as far as beliefs go ?

Day 19. Disrespecting your parents.

are we talking they asked you to butcher your cow that you raised since it was a calf and you refuse too , or they disapprove of  you living with your partner prior to marriage disrespectful or God forbid you are attracted to someone of the same sex disrespectful ( do you feel the sarcasm there ? )

or just plane old go to your room ! NO! I WONT YOU CANT MAKE ME !!! disrespectful?

Unless it is a good reason and it is unavoidable although you still have to be kind , you are never to be purposefully disrespectful to your parents , and let me clarify by parents i do not simply mean blood related , anybody that has played a parent figure in your life counts , you are never ever ever to be disrespectful for no reason and whenever you lose your temper and find yourself being disrespectful you show up with flowers you apologies and ask for forgiveness . If you were not fortunate and you were landed with bad parents you still try your best to be respectful consider it one of your tests in life , believe it or not it turns you in to a better person I mean look at me I didn't turn out so bad now did i ? ( the only valid answers here are yes you are alright , you are bloody awesome , you are so fantastic! etc..)

I will not lecture so bottom line is do NOT disrespect your parents , it is wrong on so many levels , and it will haunt you sooner or later.

Day 17

                                    Day 17. Your highs and lows of this past year.


Now by this last year are we talking about the last 50 odd days in 2013 or are we talking about since February 2012? 
I suppose the later includes the first sooo here goes !

It was a Fucking horrible year ! (that started June 2011 and continues ) , so Since February  I was mostly on a diet that was horrible and the worst part is that despite sticking to every word of it I didn't lose any weight but nay bother nay bother , we all know my ordeal with therapy at the time that continued till June physically and till December via Skype it did not work it caused damage that was not previously there and has also caused much consequences because although I tried to get over my pride to see if maybe I was wrong the therapist could not do the same and as it turns out I am right ! ( there is always a possibility that  am wrong of course ) but I am still right ! and I am fine I erm just do not have a healthy psychological or emotional environment at the moment and considering the history of this environment I am quite proud that I am not a psychopathic serial killer crazy person among many other things sooo ! yes horribleness , to add to the horribleness the one uncle that I really really liked even if he wasn't the best of characters he always treated me with respect and supported me no matter what , he always had something nice to say , yes he was a lazy selfish coward i will not lie , but with me he was nice and he taught me how to be a gentleman I could do with learning from his sense of style too to be honest , well he passed away and that broke my heart especially that he was just starting to get better and then I had a dream where in reality he was saying goodbye to me , ok i can't talk about this I am tearing up and we can't have that !!!

So the third day of his funeral our great aunt died and the third day of her funeral some other relative died too but it wasn't somebody i knew and the funeral was not held at our house , oh 2 weeks before my uncle died my aunt died , i use the term aunt very loosely because we were roughly the same age she lost the battle to cancer and she was also one of the sweetest purest people i ever knew and the only dentist i liked . Did I mention all this happened during Ramadan in the middle east with temperatures exceeding 40 degrees mostly and electricity gone 80% of the day ? which meant no air conditioning no fans and no water because water pumps required electricity in a house of very emotional people that did not always get a long ? in fact for the first week there was roughly 30-50 people there that stayed and hundreds in total that kept showing up . So emotional horrible summer but see I met my late aunt's mother and sisters and they are just amazing people I visited them regularly and checked if they needed anything because it felt right and they treated me as if i was one of their own in all honesty which was sweet especially since I was VERY out of place in that country .

So yes it was a loooong year of heart ache that started roughly just before February ( and continues ) and then more heart ache around June/July , I am unsure if getting used to falling asleep to the sound of bullets is considered good or bad but that happened too , there was much gore and blood and tanks and guns .I believe that there was someone something watching over me that entire year because I was inches away from death at every corner I went.


And my car got stolen which was heart breaking also i loved that car !! we got along so well , we had so much history we shared blood and oil .

Sooooo lets get to some highlights because I don't want to remember any more of the bad stuff , Jack & Sophie ! they gave me hope and they helped me , I loved those pups and once I settle down I want a rescue dog or to at least volunteer with them , I went home it was 15 months over due although my friends had moved I met some new friends , and got in touch with the ones still here apparently stories were told as i was absent because when i walked in to my volunteering place my boss's new assistant whom i did not know gave me the :-O OMG its you ! face ok she actually said it too and my boss pretty much cried whilst squeezing me ( i must be special !) that was soooo heart warming beyond belief after all that time being brainwashed in to thinking you are a freak and you are mentally ill (which i fought all the way ) to have someone just be glad that you are there and you are you and be grateful for that, was mind blowing , no to mention all my friends that were so supportive and kept me going throughout this time period i would be in a loony bin in Egypt somewhere if it weren't for you and i love you all dearly !
I met new people since I got home who actually worry and have threatened to beat me with a stick if i said i was ok when i wasn't which is lets say new ? they are as surprised as i am , actually they are more in shock about how easy i am to be around and how it feels like we have known each other forever which is also new but nice to know that somebody knows everything and just accepts you for who you are without making you feel like a monster , yes i am blessed with many friends like that but its always good to have friends near you too that can apparently beat you with a stick ..... 
I managed to get a job in a lab which is awesome ! no no not because I have easy access to chemicals my boss is awesome and I can make god knows what noooooo of course not ! ( insert pretendy evil laugh )because when I apply for my next job soon hopefully I can say yes  I do have lab experience , although finding a graduate job is difficult I am still going to try who knows it might mean moving to the states or Canada.
I joined an Archery society and discovered that I want a bow and plenty of arrows at my disposal ! I also joined a humanist society and was made part of its well actually come to think of i don't know what they made me but the union will communicate with me anyway ! and I offered to help with a love music hate homophobia event , although the captain of the LGBT society is a complete dick and I intend to fight with him at my earliest convenience as I dislike being lied to or my friends being lied to or anyone being lied to, really just to make himself look good that is a big no no ! and  I will not stand for it , you either lead properly or stand down let somebody else do the job .




Lets see what else happened , oh it snowed!!! how I loved the snow and! although I am against Easter merchandise being in stores since January , I can't help but think it is an opportunity for me to catch up on last Easter that I missed ! so I have been indulging in Easter eggs and bunnies , I think watching Les Miserables has to count as a highlight too as is the fact that i am learning how to sing the songs and my voice is not all that horrible which is a plus . 
I discovered that I am a kind man not just a generous one but also a kind man which well I did not think I was.

So Ladies and Ladies and Gent( I doubt there are many gents that read this  which would mean i should target my female audience and take advantage of that ! )

I am not going to make this blog any longer than it already is as to not bore you are anything , although we know the truth is I can't think of anything else , wait i can ! the A-Z challenge that was AWESOME! and its back again this year ! AND!!! Lady G has an awesome D day post I am very very very very patiently waiting for !

ok now i will actually shut up :p

Because you have been so patient and read all this you can make this with me .

Day 14. Your earliest memory.
This is a tough one especially since I actually have developed memory issues within the last year ( yes we know why that happened!) I remember the ice cream van oh i remember i had a toy bull that completely disappeared, oh and that i liked running around in my underwear and shouting like tarzan , does that count as my earliest memory ? 

Day 15. Your favorite blogs
hmmm there are so many I like lou lou's blog of course that goes without saying, one of my favorite blogs has to be Ali Brosh's which can be found at http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.co.uk/ just love it and pretty much all the blogs she has advertised ,  naturally the lovely Marnie's blog http://whatsupwithred.blogspot.co.uk/ is just Bloody amazing ! this is a pretty awesome blog too http://judy-minutebyminutedaybyday.blogspot.co.uk/ actually if i keep going i am going to just post all the blogs on my favorites !!

Day 16. Your views on mainstream music.
is it disney? is it jazzy? is it classicy? can i sing it ? if its not then my view is that I do not like it !


But I do generally love music especially acoustic , or maybe i just love listening to certain people's voices? it might be a bit of both because i just adore a good pair of pipes! Lady G has a decent set on her , lizzy does too when she doesn't burst in to giggles, there is a lass called lona who literally has the voice of an angel , there are many more i know and to me they are my mainstream music :)


And ! I was discussing earlier with somebody I heard a song that was a blast from the past " The Ugly Bug Ball" listen to it !!!

Days 12 & 13

Day 12. Your dream college.
Believe it or not I actually did not have a dream college never had , I wanted to be a Dr a surgeon to be exact but that dream did not occur , I like my current University its nice small friendly , and to be honest once i can afford graduate/post graduate studies I will not be fussed where it is as long as it has a good forensic/genetics/anthropology department I will be content, I would even consider a place in the states as long as its nice and not too big .

But if we are talking dreams well My dream college is the one that is going to offer me a scholarship to do some research :D


Day 13. Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

I want to move somewhere not in the middle of no where but also not right in the middle of the city perhaps a suburb near a city with a big yard , good Lord I am aging!